Gotta wait it out
If there were no desire to heal the damaged and broken met along this tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would've walked away by now. And I still may
Be patient ...
I must keep reminding myself of this ...
If there were no rewards to reap, no loving embrace to see me through this tedious path I've chosen here, I certainly would've walked away by now.
... and I still may ...
This is no state to exist in perpetuity. At this point I welcome becoming oblivion much sooner than later. 2.5 decades of steady decline and no reason left to even hope this isn’t degenerative. I’ve been accelerating into the early symptoms of Alzheimer’s for over 10 years now, and things are getting worse much faster. But not fast enough to keep from being stuck in the most terrifying stage of Alzheimer’s for longer than I can emotionally handle. I’m exhausted. Let me die. Please.
“I read the news today, oh boy ...”
“Within you, without you”
—Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band
-The Beatles
“Kill your masters”
-Killer Mike
Run the Jewels
RTJ3-RTJ4
That’s just the way it is. Some things will never change.
Prediction: The US government will start taking approximately drastic measures to slow and control the spread of COVID-19 only after the rate of deaths per day is high enough and sustained for long enough to put the population into a state of panic and terror.
"I opened my doors of perception and can't get them shut. Now I feel fucked-for-free. Everyday ... yeah, we're all fucked."
-Jimmies Chicken Shack
COVID-19 took an old friend last week. He was far too young, and he leaves behind a small child and a life partner. I’m deeply sad, and I feel strong regret for not telling him how proud is was of him for defeating his demons for himself and for his family. Death never gets easier.
Which time format do you use?
There is a correct opinion listed; can you find it?
Which time format do you use?
There is a correct opinion listed; can you find it?
@Magnum - is amazing. LYLAS
Getting ready to play Halo 5 with my brother after playing FF14 with a lifelong friend this morning! Just learned how to convert balanced ternary!!!!
Loopback is where the heart is.
