This is no state to exist in perpetuity. At this point I welcome becoming oblivion much sooner than later. 2.5 decades of steady decline and no reason left to even hope this isn’t degenerative. I’ve been accelerating into the early symptoms of Alzheimer’s for over 10 years now, and things are getting worse much faster. But not fast enough to keep from being stuck in the most terrifying stage of Alzheimer’s for longer than I can emotionally handle. I’m exhausted. Let me die. Please.

“I read the news today, oh boy ...”

“Within you, without you”

—Sgt. Pepper’s Lonely Hearts Club Band
-The Beatles

“Kill your masters”

-Killer Mike
Run the Jewels

That’s just the way it is. Some things will never change.

Prediction: The US government will start taking approximately drastic measures to slow and control the spread of COVID-19 only after the rate of deaths per day is high enough and sustained for long enough to put the population into a state of panic and terror.

"I opened my doors of perception and can't get them shut. Now I feel fucked-for-free. Everyday ... yeah, we're all fucked."

-Jimmies Chicken Shack

COVID-19 took an old friend last week. He was far too young, and he leaves behind a small child and a life partner. I’m deeply sad, and I feel strong regret for not telling him how proud is was of him for defeating his demons for himself and for his family. Death never gets easier.

Which time format do you use?

There is a correct opinion listed; can you find it?

Which time format do you use?

There is a correct opinion listed; can you find it?

Getting ready to play Halo 5 with my brother after playing FF14 with a lifelong friend this morning! Just learned how to convert balanced ternary!!!!

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