This is no state to exist in perpetuity. At this point I welcome becoming oblivion much sooner than later. 2.5 decades of steady decline and no reason left to even hope this isn’t degenerative. I’ve been accelerating into the early symptoms of Alzheimer’s for over 10 years now, and things are getting worse much faster. But not fast enough to keep from being stuck in the most terrifying stage of Alzheimer’s for longer than I can emotionally handle. I’m exhausted. Let me die. Please.
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